this growing up situation isn't how i thought it would be,, University isn't what it seems like. Freedom with no control or simple rules aren't always the best solution you wanted. i would love to go back time where i can be happy again'' this just doesn't seems right to me. i don't wanna give up on it but it seems to be pushing me down way stronger than it was, the pressure i'm dealing with is too difficult for me to adjust myself,,.. i'm just 17 and i'm still finding my own path. i'm so lost and desperate.
the responsibilities that are heading on my way.. i know i'm not ready// i'm not capable of having great responsibility/
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